Showing posts with label Art. Show all posts
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Monday, September 19, 2011

And If


Girl, you've got skin that's softer than a rose petal
Baby, you've got a smile that's warmer than the sun that
makes it grow...
And after the first time we made love
I just had to let you know....
that you were more than I ever expected and I think it's high time that you and I
got connected../






And if it feels like heaven to you...
the way it feels to me..
Then maybe we were destined to be together...
you see
just you
just me..
And if this feels like Heaven..
My mind is telling me so...
Then it also feels like forever
and by now I hope you know.../





Baby, I remember when I used to watch you
walk down the street
back in the days before I got to know you...
There was never a question in my mind...
I wasn't going to waste another second of my time...
I was sold on you..
because I knew then positively..
That there was something special about this feeling you were giving me..


And if it feels like heaven to you...
the way it feels to me..
Then maybe we were destined to be together...
you see
just you
just me..
And if this feels like Heaven..
My mind is telling me so...
Then it also feels like forever
and by now, you ought to know.../

Monday, September 5, 2011

The Mysterious Death of Hugh Benet'



My name is Hugh Benet' ... I am new to Philadelphia.  Well Kind of sort of....My mother was a Philadelphia native...She was born and raised here....She studied Art History at Howard University and then took a sojourn to France... That's where she worked and studied and met and fell in love with my dad...Francois Benet'.

I guess I should mention that my mom was an African-American and my Dad was a white French born citizen. They fell in love and they married..  36 years ago.  1 year after they were married...I was born.  I was born in New York City of all places...My parents had moved from France to New York...I grew up and attended New York public schools in Queens...I spent summers here in Philly at my grandparents house...Finally...I wound up attending St. Johns University.. By the time I graduated my parents had unfortunately busted up...Even in these days and times...an inter-racial marriage was a hard thing to maintain in
so called "post racial America"

I'm bi-racial...but I've always mostly identified with the Blacks...Partly because I had no choice.I was always treated as though I was Black...by both Blacks and Whites.  I went to Paris and lived with my dad for awhile.. Then I lived and worked in London. I'm a Sound Engineer.

A Philadelphia musician/studio owner named Bone Hampton offered me a job on a recomendation of Producer, Meek Rollins and Jazz trumpeter , Reed Nelson at his new recording studio in Philadelphia and I accepted it and came to Philly from London and took the job...I recorded ,Reed Nelson, "88", Ingrid Rhodes,Downtown Rob Brown, Symphony Sam and all the hip Philly musicians.. I hung out with these guys at this spot called Josie's...and at Bottom of the Sea, The Mermaid Club and Mulberry Street.. Ate the great cooking of Ralph Scallion and Miz Mabel Jenkins and her fine sisters....Even gambled a little bit at Chess and Chris Thompson's floating crap game...I loved it here...and the women!!! Man oh man oh man...That's what I'll miss the most...I was getting laid practically every other day here...

Yeah...I'll miss that the most...sex... I guess I should tell you right now...that I'm dead...That I've been dead about ...oh 24 hours your time....I'm lying in a pool of blood in my kitchen in the house I rented only a few weeks ago...I was stabbed three times....I was 36 years old!

When you're dead..let me tell you....Human time means nothing....It's been about 24 hours your time..To me, it feels like only a few minutes ago...really..Time doesn't exist where I am... My android phone has been ringing off the hook...Bone Hampton, Reed Nelson, Rob Brown...Gus, the bartender at Josie's..my favorite spot...Never knew he cared...Always seemed like a grouch to me..Ya never know until you're dead...





II-

Somebody will find me eventually...Hopefully they'll find my killer....I keep wondering what I did to drive my killer to stab me outside my house three times after I left the bar...Guess it all goes back about three weeks ago at that party I was at.

Mr. Rollie Rollerson...A very wealthy black man was having a pre-engagement party at his home. He hired Downtown Rob Brown and his band to perform....Live.  Rob asked me and three other guys to work the mikes and the sound for his performance..It was extra money, so of course I readily agreed...
There was a very sexy woman there...Well actually...many very sexy women....This one in particular was with a guy....He was very much into the music...He left her and was sitting up front listening to Downtown Rob Brown and his quintet getting down....At first I thought it was my imagination...but I caught her giving me the eye...I tried to look away...but I kept turning around and she kept smiling at me...Finally, I winked at her and she winked at me...It was on!

After Rob's set...It seemed more people crowded into the huge ballroom....I poured myself a drink...The woman, who was very shapely and wearing a very tight purple dress that seemed to hug every voluptuous curve walked over to me....and smiled again...I smiled at her and poured her a drink.

"How do you know if that's what I want?" she asked playfully.

"I don't...I'm just assuming." I said.

''Sometimes it's good to assume." she laughed and took the drink.

"My name's Hugh..Hugh Benet' " I said.

''You mixed with something?" she asked.

"I'm part Black, part French." I said.

"Guess you get asked that all the time." she said.

"Well yeah...but it's usually not a conversation starter." I laughed and continued to drink. She ran her hands slowly down the side of my pants...then even slower up the front...before she hit paydirt , I removed her hand and smiled.

"Aren't you here with someone?" I laughed.

"Am I?  I was driven here by someone....You seen him?" she smirked.

''Why no I haven't." I said with a sly grin...

"I suppose I could drive you home if you like." I said.

"There's a lot I suppose you could do......and uh, driving me home isn't even close." she said with a wink and began walking up the stairs to the coat room..

III-



It just occured to me that I didn't even know this woman's name and here I was following her upstairs into the huge coat room.  It was actually a huge bedroom where all of the coats of Rollerson's guests were...

I stood up, walked over to the bedroom or coat room, whatever you want to call it door. And after making sure that no one was outside, I closed the door behind us, and locked it.

I walked back over to the bed, where this sexy woman was now lying down. As I knelt above her, she looked up at me, and I saw the first hint of vulnerability in her eyes. Her confident, almost cocky demeanor had melted away, and all that remained was this beautiful, submissive creature waiting for me to do whatever I pleased with her and boy was I willing and able.

I reached down and slowly parted her knees. Her legs felt like satin, as I ran my hands up and down her thighs, pushing her tight purple dress up to just below her waist. As she raised her hips, inching her dress up further, I could see the tiniest hint of pubic hair through her black lace panties.

“This is going to feel really really good…but we gotta be quiet ,don’t make a sound” I said, forcefully. She nodded, and smiled. "This is making me more excited..just knowing we might get caught." she said. I kissed the insides of her thighs, slowly making my way to her beautiful moist vagina.

I pulled her panties to the side, and with my tongue, took one long stroke, parting her lips. Then another. From side to side, I licked, and teased her, until I could feel her silently begging me to put my tongue inside her.

"Ohhhhh put it in...put it in....stop playing...ohhhhhhhhhhhh." she moaned

I parted her lips with my fingers, and gently darted my tongue in and out of her. At this point, she reached up and grabbed a pillow and buried her face in it.

"Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, good GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!.." she screamed as I shussed her.

I felt her moans reverberate throughout her body, as I pressed my mouth firmly against her. As her torso began to stiffen, and her thighs tightened around my head, I could tell she was about to come. I pushed her legs back, and tongued her clitoris, coaxing her into a writhing orgasm.

"OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...OUUUU." she moaned with pleasure.

As she lay breathless on the bed, I unzipped my pants. My penis had been hard from the second I sat on the bed with her.Hell , from the second I laid eyes on her downstairs.. I quickly fumbled for my wallet, grabbed a condom that luckily I had stashed in there from just a few days before.


“Turn over,” I commanded. “I want to see that sweet brown bottom of yours.”I said.

"Ouuuuu, I love it when you talk to me like that." she cooed.

She rolled over on her stomach, and arched her butt up in the air. It was as beautiful as I’d imagined, soft and smooth, ready and waiting. I pressed the head of my pulsing penis into her dripping wet moistness, then pulled out again.

I entered her several more times like this, until I could feel her pushing harder and harder against me. I grabbed her hips, and pushed all the way into her. She gasped, as she jerked forward for a moment, then braced herself before thrusting her bottom back against my bulging penis.

I watched, as each thrust sent waves rippling up her cheeks like waves breaking on the shore. As our skin slapped loudly against each other’s, and the fact that there were people a couple of rooms away was now more of a turn-on than a distraction.


She obviously felt the same, as her moans gradually became louder and louder. I grabbed her hair from behind, and pushed her head into the pillow. Her arms reached for the headboard and gripped it tightly as her body contracted in orgasmic release.

Feeling myself about to explode at any minute, I thrust harder and harder into her welcoming flesh. I felt the condom expanding as I exploded into it. The orgasm felt like it lasted several minutes, even though it was just seconds. I collapsed on top of her, kissing the nape of her neck.

“Whoooooeeee.” she said breathlessly. "I wasn’t expecting this kind of a party!” We both laughed.

''What is your name by the way?" I asked... We both laughed...

"It's Valarie...Valarie Brown." she said.

She gazed up at me, taking a more serious tone. “Well…I guess you don’t have to go to sleep sexually frustrated tonight.”

"What makes you think I ever go to bed sexually frustrated?" I laughed.

"You're a sound engineer...It's not like you're the bass player or the drummer " she said and then busted out laughing.

“ Well , you got a point, but I get mine. And yeah…something tells me I'll have sweet dreams tonight," I said, with a smile.

"I will too." she said. She pulled her panties up..straightened her hair up the best she could and then said-

"Let me leave first and then you follow about five or ten minutes later so it doesn't look suspicious." she said.

"Yeah, that's a good idea.' I said.

IV-

The reason why I bring that up is because even though I never saw Valerie again...I did see the man that was with her that night...His name was Joe.  I saw him in Josies a few nights later....He was staring at me the entire time...So much so that it was a little off putting.  Reed Nelson and Downtown Rob Brown left with me that night. I was so drunk they didn't trust me to drive the short way home, so they drove me.

I saw him again two nights after that at Mulberry Street, the outdoor , rooftop club that we often frequented...I was with Meek Rollins, Bone Hampton, and a big guy they introduced me to named Kool Kat.
The same guy, Joe was there too, staring at me...Again, I was as drunk as I could be.  The big guy,Kool Kat dropped me off at my home...

The third time I run into this guy Joe was at Chess and Chris Thompson's floating crap game.. I won big that night...The big guy,Kool Kat and their friend Donald Smooth drove me home...With the kind of money I was holding...Chris Thompson said I'd be a mark for anybody..I took their advice.

But on the last night of my earthly life at Josie's and at Mulberry street...There was no sign of this guy...But I ran into somebody...somebody who stabbed me three times and left me for dead in my house....They had to pay...I had a lot more living to do.



(To Be Continued...)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Assertion



Our Bodies so close together.
Tonight, by the ocean, there is such great weather..
My lips massage your lips
My hands silently grip your hips./


My tongue meets your tongue.
We are discovering thatf rench kissing can be so much fun..
Our chests rubbing,
Our bodies overdubbing...
Your nipples teasing my chest.
This feeling is the best.../


Ouu girl...Assertion!



The Music that is playing is being drowned out by your soft moans.
My Hands are roaming your body, seemingly with a mind all their own..
The part of me that makes me a man is at full attention against your pelvis.
Your body is doing a wiggle in the sand that is akin to Elvis../


Inside you're warm and wet and smooth like oil.
I find myself going in and out...
Up and down...
All around....Stroking you...
So hard that it is that I toil.../

Assertion ,Baby!
Ouu girl, Assertion..../


Let me be a little bolder...
I want to get deeper baby...
Let me put your legs over my shoulder...
I want to unlock all of your hidden passion...
And then just stare in those pretty brown eyes
and watch your reaction.../

Assertion....
Assertion ,Baby...
Ouu Girl, Assertion./

Me Inside of you...
underneath the moon..
Assertion!
Assertion....
Assertion ,Baby...
Ouu Girl, Assertion./

Sunday, August 21, 2011

No Risk , No Love



You play it cool baby..
Look at you
You're nobody's fool, lady..
You've probably got me all checked out on the sly...
You've got your own rules sister...
You say..
"Nobody touches these crown jewels mister"





but it's no use..
I see that as
just another excuse
not to give my love a try.....
You can't have your cake and eat it too...
It's a nice idea...
but in the end....
That's not gonna work for you.../




No risk, no love
Gotta put your heart on the line...
sometime...
No Risk...No Love
Keep being cautious..
Keep being cautious..
Just keep being cautious
and the parade will pass you by./

Now I know that
Other guys have tried...
So many other guys have tried baby...
And those other guys have died , lady..
They didn't pass your litmus test...
And you laid their poor hearts to rest.....
Well that was before...
cause I'll wear you down babe...
I won't let you hide behind your excuses anymore....../

but....
I know-
You play it cool baby..
Look at you
You're nobody's fool, lady..
You've probably got me all checked out on the sly...
You've got your own rules sister...
You say..
"Nobody touches these crown jewels mister"

but..
like I said-
You can't have your cake and eat it too...
It's a nice idea...
but in the end....
That's not gonna work for you.../

No risk, no love
Gotta put your heart on the line...
sometime...
No Risk...No Love
Keep being cautious..
Keep being cautious..
Just keep being cautious
and the parade will pass you by./

Like Little Sally Walker...
settin in her saucer...
Checkin out all of the guys  that
go passin by...
by...
by...
by....
bye...
bye bye..baby....so long baby...


No risk, no love
Gotta put your heart on the line...
sometime...
No Risk...No Love
Keep being cautious..
Keep being cautious..
Just keep being cautious
and the parade will pass you by./

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Today



Today you told me...
that you've already got a man
You said you were flattered...
but that you hoped I would understand
I've watched you and waited...
for the time I could approach you...
I'm now so frustrated...
that somebody else noticed you too!/

But another day
Another time
Maybe there is still a chance that you still
could be mine...
Don't blame me for dreaming baby...
It' the only thing that keeps me from goin crazy.../


Today you told me...
that I should've said something before
you said, you used to wonder
If I was ever going to say something more..
I can't come in between you and your man...
but it never looks like he's around...
If you and he ever start drifting apart...
You know where I live....I'll still be down../

Because another day
another time..
he'll break your heart
,then maybe you still could be mine...
Don't think bad of me for dreaming... baby...
It's the only thing that keeps me from goin crazy../


yes, another day
Another time
Maybe there is still a chance that you still
could be mine...
Don't blame me for dreaming baby...
It' the only thing that keeps me from goin crazy.../

Today
girl I'm just layin across my bed..
with one leg crossing the other,
imagining you  with him..
imagining you with another.../


Don't blame me for dreaming baby...


Poem by Keith
Art by Laurie Cooper

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Still Might Be.....(In Love with You)



My name is Meek Rollins....I'm a record producer.....I produce real music...none of this hip hop, sampled mess that accounts for most of your popular music now of days...No..I produce real musicians ...real singers, real compositions.....Ask Reed Nelson, Downtown Rob Brown, Ingrid Rhodes, Symphony Sam, Bone Hampton....just a few of the local Philly jazz cats that I've produced.... I make pretty good money....They trust me, because they know that I know my stuff in the studio...

I put the right musician with the right composition, the right arranger and the right sidemen and engineers....If only I could manage my personal life as well as I've managed my working career...

Yolanda Prentiss!!  A hot young singer I'd produced last year....I cut a couple of tracks for her last CD and cut a swath through her bedroom too... Took her to the islands for a Christmas vacation with Reed Nelson and his girl Debbie... After we returned to Philly, I found out that she was pregnant...It had to be mine....The way I was waxing that...well uh okay, you get the point...

Chump and coward that I was....I straight vanished...Went to New York City for a spell and took a few recording gigs there.....I was gone about seven months....She had a baby girl....I knew it was mine....I felt bad...Tried to drown my guilt in liquor......I ran into Ralph Scallion one night at the Bottom of the C, where he works as a Top Chef...
He told me about how he discovered he had a 21 year old daughter....The result of a summer fling in Atlantic City with a cocktail waitress some years ago...He told me how he was just getting to know her and how he had missed so much of her life, because he hadn't known of hewr existence.....I felt like a heel.

Next day...I found Yolanda....I paid all of my back child support to her on the spot and began visiting her twice and sometimes three times a week...To see my child.  It took me a while before Yolanda trusted me and allowed me to stay longer on those visits....

Which brings me to tonight... Yolanda and I are enjoying a night out at Mulberry Street,Philly's upscale outdoor ,rooftop bistro... It was the first time we had been on a date since we'd been in the islands with Reed and Debbie....That seemed like an eternity ago...

"Wow...this wine is making my head spin Meek.." said Yolanda...

"Yeah me too...I think I'm going to stop drinkin tonight." I said.

"Oh just for tonight?" she said and laughed...and then winked...

''Well uh yeah...I'm driving , you don't want me to be drunk do you? " I laughed..

"No, but I'm sure you wouldn't mind ME getting drunk, would you?" she said and gave me the side eye.

We both laughed, and then I took her hand in mine and smiled....

"I know you been sniffin around me the past two months for a reason Meek, payin child support, coming around to talk and now taking me out to dinner...I'm not stupid." she said.

"Yolanda...I would hope that you would think differently of me...If I was just trying to sleep with you ,I would have tried a lot sooner....No...I felt bad about not knowing who my daughter was, not contributing...I'm not a complete heel..and even if we don't get together...I still want to be part of my daughter's life...Not just a child support check." I found myself saying...

"Are you serious Meek?" she said.

"Yeah, I'm very serious about that. Look I ran into Ralph Scallion one night at the Bottom of the C, where he works as a Top Chef...He told me about how he discovered he had a 21 year old daughter....The result of a summer fling in Atlantic City with a cocktail waitress some years ago...He told me how he was just getting to know her and how he had missed so much of her life, because he hadn't known of hewr existence.....I felt like a heel. " I said.

"Ohh woww..really?  I've met his daughter...she works with him at Bottom of The C." said Yolanda..

"Yeah...I saw her...Nice girl...He thought he had one on the way...but he and Kevin went to Patterson and found out that that kid wasn't his..." I said.

"Incredible...It's a wonder...Ralph been with so many girls.." laughed Yolanda...

"Well, tonight...with that bein said and all...I want to be with one....You! " I said and looked her straight in the eyes...

"CHECK PLEASE" we both found ourselves saying...

II-






We arrived at my house shortly afterwords...Our daughter was being watched by Meek's girlfriend, Debbie...

''Ummmmm, nice place you got here." said Yolanda...

It was then that I realized that in all we had done...All the time we had spent together...She had never once been to my place...

"It's aightt!" I said with a smile....

She was wearing a bright white sundress...I took my shirt off immediately and stepped out of my sandals and embraced her tightly...giving her a long hard and wet kiss....She didn't fight me...She returned my kiss and we fell up against my bedroom wall....


"Ummmmmmmmm, ohhhhhh Meeeeek...Meeeeeeeeeeeeeek..." she moaned...

"Ohhhhhhh Yolanda...I've missed you so muchhhhhhhhhhhh...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.." I found myself saying...

I lifted the sundress up over her head...She was wearing purple lace bikini panties and a matching purple laced bra...I loved a woman that co-ordinated...  She unzippered my trousers and slipped my boxers down...

"Ohhhh myyyyyyyyy Meek...I guess you really did miss mama!" she said and took my raging erection in both of her hands and began massaging it.....I hurried up and stepped out of my trousers...(I was so glad it was summer) and slipped her panties down and unhooked her bra....

"Damn" I said..as those huge breasts of hers popped out or at least seemed to...She giggled...

I lifted her up and layed her across the bed....

"Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..." she squealed as I entered her and hungrily began sucking on her breast at the same time...

"OHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.." she moaned....

I stroked her hard and deeply and primal for close to two hours....You could look at her face and see that she was on the verge of either total madness or incredible ecstacy or both!.....

"OHHHHHHHHH Meek, good lawd....lay that pipe...lay that pipe daddy.ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, sweet lawdddd..." she moaned as I continuedto move seemingly deeper and deeper inside of her...grunting lightly and sweating profusely....

My sweat was running down into her face and she was almost slobbering....and moaning like a cat in heat...

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...Meeek...Meeeek..,lay that pipeeeee.."



I eventually spread her facedown across the bed and entered her doggy style...She sounded like she was about to go mad...then......and so did I....It felt like minutes...but it was actually another hour and a half...before we came up for air... Still kissing passionately....She looked at my still rock hard penis and decried-

"You didn't come yet?"

"No...I didn't..I'm savoring the moment." I said...nearly out of breath....

''Well I've come several times..." she said...which was news to me....

She lowered herself down on me and began to move up and down slowly and rapidly....It felt really good...we continued kissing....She was moving faster now....I could no longer take it and I exploded....She leaped up off of me , when she felt me getting to that point and a gusher splashed everywhere....

She used her hands to gently massage me as I tried to calm down...but this only served to keep me hard and make me ready for round two after a half hour of this....I climbed back on top of her and we went at it again...

"Oh Meek...are you on Cialis or something?" she asked.

"No.." I said...

III-




We made love again and slept until around 9:30 the next morning.... We showered, got dressed and I drove her to IHOP where we had breakfast......We were both silent at first...We were wondering if last night was just last night and that was it...

"So can we do this again sometime soon?" I asked.

"You mean you want to?" she asked.

"Yes...I'll be by tomorrow to take the baby to the park and I figured ,if you wasn't doin nothing, we might have dinner,then head over to Josies for drinks...I think a new act is performing tomorrow night." I said.

Yolanda smiled-

"Yeah Meek...I'd like that a lot." she said.